NO REGRETS.....RIGHT?

WOW!..talk about a weekend eh. it felt super

long.

Yeah. im not planning on going down that road. For real, we go through things to learn and i learned a lot about my self this weekend. i don't know what it is but that saying is sooo true.."its easier said than done". i can't exactly explain why im talkin about this but i have to express it somewhere! life.. its not hard, but its not easy too. Decision people make, decisions i make, affect my daily life i guess. But hey, everything cant be exactly what i want it to be right? so whats done is done and what will be will be, but before i regret something i have to think about how the situation even came about. if i could of prevented it, if i could of stopped it. to be honest, a lot of decisions i do make for the moment i am satisfied with, but when i come to think of it i sometimes don't like what i did. but i never want to regret anything. things that happen happened because i let it happen. so i guess all i could do is sit here and learn and make sure i cant stop it from happening again. The situation that i put myself in is pretty bad but i dont hate it...but..i should. I'm just confused i guess... I DONT KNOW! i dont even know if this all makes sense! i am just super lost. and i cant talk to anyone about it!!!!!! hmph.. i will just leave it all alone and move on and pretend it never happen. i dont want to be a loser and lose things..people.. that mean a lot to me. llalalla i need to stop thinking..

computer class sucks!!!



live life and love what you make it........................